Especially for you Haziqah Azim , Siti Hajar and Elissa Natasya ♥
I remember when you pulled my hair
I remember when you struck me with the back of your hand
Why did you do it?
I remember when you used to scream in my face
I remember hiding under the table when you were mad
Why did you do it?
I remember when you guys would fight and you threw things at each other
I remember protecting my younger sibling
Why did you do it?
I remember having nightmares and no one was there to comfort me
I remember crying myself to sleep
Why did I do it?
I remember feeling aloneI
remember starting my spiral of self destruction
Why did I do it?
I remember the first time I self destructed my skin
I remember the first time I felt unworthy
Why did I do it?
